5 days before aw

Actually I have not been in good conditionduring the past couples of days, a series of things disturbed me: AW exam, thethings I should prepare for go to Beijing next week, overwhelming homeworkand tasks from the association of school of management. I’m afraid I would be completelydestroyed by them! I know the most important thing I confront right now is theexam which will significantly affect my application- but I just cannot focus onstudy itself.

To make me fall asleep easily, I bought abottle of wine tonight from supermarket downstairs-just one min before itclosed. Hope it will be useful. I didn’t sleep well from couples of weeks ago.Perhaps I have too much things to worry about, or lose confidence towardsmyself, cyclically. 

Lots of friends come to comfort me and tellme that everything will go well and u can do it. I know it’s the frustration thatI supposed to conquer, since it’s the way I’d like to choose and really want toinsist on. This Monday, I suddenly want to reschedule location of AW from Beijing to Wuhan-I didn’t well prepare for it as I realized. I called the test center, but I wastold that I already missed the deadline of rescheduling. How depressed I was! Nowis OK for me. Although I can’t change things already happened, I can changewhat’s going to happen in the near future.
 

Come on, Monica!
 

Ps:1>I’m addicting to the song “when therewas me and u” recently......

   2>forgive me that majority of my recent journals are in English....